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melodyofamadman:

She giggles cutely when he pokes her stomach and she stands. “I know. That’s why I get away with all of the things.” she grabs her suitcase with both hands and tries to lift it. “I heard Aniki leave with Daddy in the old car, I think its safe for you…

Driving along Vell laughed at his daughter and reached over to pat the Dragon’s head. He gave a slight nod and turned the corner in the right direction.

"We’re going to my old house, before I started going out with Daddy. And yes, we can have Ice cream Usu-man." He rolled his eyes and pulled into the parking lot.

—-
Shoichi took a slow drag and discreetly yet, unmistakably flipped off his Father. He rolled his neck in his shoulders and laughed after words.

"I know about the chips, I removed mine." he smirked.

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itsnoteasy-admittingyourdemons:

itsnoteasy-admittingyourdemons:

The only thing Eirian did was tighten her grip onto him.. putting away the fact the war between angels and demons was happening, the only thing she cared about was that Shoichi came out safe.

“They all deserved it.. they went after you, for god’s sake. It was…

Eirian’s eyes widened slightly as she stared up at Shoichi. “I’m not kidding you! Listen to me! They deserved it,” she yelled. “The ones who begged you not to kill them would have turned on you as soon as you turned your back. All they care about is fighting. You were right to kill them!

I-If they would have hurt you… I would’ve hunted them down and killed them myself!!”. It was true, if he hadn’t killed them, she would have. Eirian couldn’t imagine if he had been killed..

Reaver has been keeping you guys hidden all this time, right? They won’t find us.. besides, no one in this house would ever even consider it. I want you, and everyone safe— even if that means killing anyone who attempts to change that myself!”

Tears brimmed up in the small demon’s eyes. Wrapping her arms around Shoichi’s neck, she hugged him close to her chest and kissed his neck.

Shoichi, after being shouted some sense at forced himself to calm down. He scrambled to sit up and wrapped his wings around himself like a barricade.

"I’m sorry…I’m just so worried." he put his head in his hands.

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melodyofamadman:

She giggles cutely when he pokes her stomach and she stands. “I know. That’s why I get away with all of the things.” she grabs her suitcase with both hands and tries to lift it. “I heard Aniki leave with Daddy in the old car, I think its safe for you to leave without complementing Daddy again.” she giggles and waits for her father to pay attention.

~~

Reaver chuckles a bit and takes another drag. “I almost forgot how much I enjoyed smoking. Your father confiscated all of my smokes when I was pregnant with you two.” he shivers. “Still weird to say.” he flicks the ashes out the window and sighs. Since then, without Rich around I haven’t had a reason to buy them. Now that he’s back I’ve re-kindled my love for them. They really do help with stress, and depression.”

"Speaking of the two of us… have you seen River around recently? I have a feeling that if he’s not back by tonight that something bad has happened to him." Shoichi bit his lip and drove a bit faster. He was never fond of cigarette’s but since he’d had more issues to deal with he lit up every now and again. With a swift hand movement he reached out and grabbed one from the pack his father had- he then lit it off the other one and stuck it in his mouth with a bit of a smirk.

—-

Nodding his head he helped her with the suitcase and managed to get them both out of the door. He put their bags in the trunk and sat Alice in he car-seat. Vell buckled himself in and started the car up. He hoped he still remembered how to get to the old place, luckily it wasn’t incredibly far to get to; his old apartment.

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itsnoteasy-admittingyourdemons:

The only thing Eirian did was tighten her grip onto him.. putting away the fact the war between angels and demons was happening, the only thing she cared about was that Shoichi came out safe.

"They all deserved it.. they went after you, for god’s sake. It was only self defense.. I’m just glad you came out safe.." She sighed and kissed the top of his head.

"Don’t tell me you’re going to participate in this war…?"

"Are you kidding?!" Shoichi snapped, rolling atop her, his eyes staring down into her soul. There were black brimming tears in his eyes as he shook her lightly.

"There were those who only followed the crowd, then begged me not to kill them. I slaughtered them anyway and their faces haunt me every night. I can’t sleep anymore! I can’t sleep at all." His stomach lurched loathingly towards himself.

"How could I participate in a war that wants to destroy all of what I am and all of what I have. This war when it happens will potentially rip my family apart. You’re a demon, I’m in a family of angels and Shinigami. Reaver— my Daddy… he’ll be fought over. The demons want him and the angels want to use him. Same goes for me and my little brother.

Not to mention River who’s a pure angel. I don’t want to be pitted against him, I don’t want to ever hurt him again…” He held back his tears, emitting choked whimpers.

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melodyofamadman:

Alice giggles softly. “Even when you’re mad at Daddy you still compliment him.” she looks up at him with a smile on her face. “You two wont stay apart for long. I know it.” she reaches up and grabs his hand. “I love you Dad.”

~~

Reaver sighs again and slides into the passenger seat of his Impala. “Ready whenever you are Shoichi. You can pick the place, it doesn’t really matter to me.” he cracks the window and lights another Cigarette, he had a feeling by the time this was over, he’d be back to probably going through a pack a day. “Good thing I don’t get cancer.”

"I-I wasn’t complimenting him!" Vell insisted. His cheeks growing hot with a bashful glaze of red. He groaned of course since he had in fact, without knowing, complimented the other. It just showed how deep rooted their love really was. He whined and poked her in the stomach.

"You’re lucky you’re adorable." He laughed.

—-

Shoichi peeled out of the driveway and sent them off down the streets. At first he hadn’t picked anywhere to go- just cruising with his father. At least it wasn’t like flight lessons had been, although, Shoichi hadn’t needed flight lessons… Reaver had still barked at him ‘PULL YOUR LEFT WING IN. DAMMIT, OTHER DIRECTION’. Fucking backseat flyer… 

"From how much I hear you used to smoke, it’s a good thing you’re not dead." Shoichi scoffed.

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itsnoteasy-admittingyourdemons:

The demoness unwound her fingers from his, moving them up to tangle into his hair. She hated seeing him like this, and no matter what happened over there, she saw him in no other way but a marvelous person.

"Tell me," Eirian whispered. "I’m sure anything you did had a probable cause."

"Flying over…literally…" He flapped a large feathered wing for emphasis. "I got caught in the middle of a battle ‘field.’ Once I got there though…both sides went after me. I-I killed them all and… there were over 200 of them. Demons and Angels, the war is encroaching on everything. Each side wants me on theirs— all the death angels are in hiding actually." He muttered.

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itsnoteasy-admittingyourdemons:

"You’re the strongest man I know.. nothing could ever change that." Eirian smiled faintly and leaned back down against him, her hand traveling down his arm until it intertwined with her lover’s fingers. "I think it was very strong of you to travel to a foreign country and train with these people you’ve never even spoke to.. I wouldn’t have been able to do it."

The demoness pressed her lips to his again lightly and smiled- this time, it was a real one. Her anger had faded away and more than anything, she was just happy to have Shoichi back..

"Even so…. I did horrible things there, on the way there too…" His voice cracked uncharacteristically. Shoichi swallowed a whimper of regret and buried his face into the space between his lover’s shoulder blades. He refused to cry over this anymore, but still it bothered him so deeply…

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melodyofamadman:

Alice chuckles a bit. “You’re so sneaky Dad.” she sits on the luggage and waits patiently. “you know he’s gonna know what you’re doing right?”

~~

Reaver jumps a bit hearing Shoichi’s phone buzz. At the others sudden desire to go out Reaver rolled his eyes a bit. “Vell want’s his car doesn’t he.” he sighs sadly and throws his cigarette to the ground and stamps it out. “How ‘bout a bar instead. I could go for a drink. Text your brother and ask him to keep an ear out for the little ones for me.” he fishes the keys out of his pocket and tosses them to Shoichi. “You drive. I cant promise I wont want to wrap it around a telephone pole.”

Vell patted her head and shrugged. “At least Shoichi will clear him out. I don’t want to look at him and his damn perfect features.” The silverette crossed his arms and sulked.

—-

Shoichi nodded his head. Caught already huh? Oh well… The dark angel caught the keys and got into the vehicle. He waited for his father momentarily while he put the heater on. It was so cold nowadays… or perhaps it was his heightened body temperature? 

2 years ago · 108 notes

itsnoteasy-admittingyourdemons:

With the tightened grip around her waist, Eirian relaxed a little and stayed silent while he spoke, her head turned back towards the couch. He was wrong..

"Of course I would have been worried, Shoichi, I was worried even when I thought you were going to school. But I wouldn’t have stopped you… In fact, I would have been happy for you, had you told me the truth. I’m glad you found others like you.. ecstatic, really." The demoness turned her head back towards his and angled her body backwards, to where she was staring into her lover’s eyes.

"I’m pissed you felt the need to lie to me. Why exactly did you? You could have told me. I would’ve understood… More than you expected of me, apparently."

It wasn’t the fact that he put himself in danger by going there, it was the fact that he lied to her. She hated nothing more than lying; she had been lied to more times than she could count, and it hurt worse than any other betrayal.

He had no real answer as to why he lied. Really it was because if he’d told her the truth then he would have had to tell his parents and brother the truth as well. It’d been River that’d worried him the most had he told the honest truth. He hadn’t wanted to hurt the raven’s feelings. Shoichi had already seen how angry the other had seemed when he simply mentioned he was going away— let alone to be with other angels? River would accuse him of abandoning his family… 

Shoichi pinched the bridge of his nose and smoothed a hand over her stomach absentmindedly. 

"I didn’t want anyone to know that’d I’d be fighting every day. Or that I felt so lost that I’d searched out a place to fit in. I didn’t want anyone to know of my insecurities towards being what I am… I’m the strongest in the family, I can’t let my petty self consciousness fuck that image up." He pushed his bangs into his black and red eyes.

"I’ve never lied before in my life. It ate at me everyday…" 

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melodyofamadman:

Alice looked around and thought for a moment. “We can take the thingey if its open.” she points towards the kitchen basement. “Daddy somehow opened one in the basement after the incident with the bad lady pretending to be Auntie.”

~~

“I love him even though he gets on my nerves and sheds worse than a dog.” Reaver sighs sadly and starts to sulk again. “Maybe I’ll get arrested again.. That usually seems to work when I need to apologize. Though this time he might leave me to rot.” Reaver takes another drag off his cigarette and blinks back the tears prickling in his eyes. “I don’t know how I’m going to fix this Shoichi.” 

"But I need a car to drive to work in as well… shit." He should have thought this through. Luckily Vell was quick to think and pulled out his phone, setting the luggage down. He shot a text to Shoichi that read ‘Get Reaver out of the driveway, I need the car. Now.’

—-

Before the snow-hare could respond his phone buzzed in his pocket. At first he figured it was Eirian wondering where he was, but upon checking he saw his silver haired father’s title on the screen and stared. Crimson eyes scanned the text, he put the phone back in his pocket and looked to Reaver with apathetic eyes.

"I’ll help you think of things, lets go out to eat. Maybe some icecream?" Shoichi offered. He was in fact trying to get his father out of the driveway so Vell could leave. It was for the best at the moment- Reaver would have no chance of being forgiven if Vell was still steaming.

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